#78: One last obstacle…
I had learned so much and come so far, yet one last obstacle remained.
Despite the revelation that I had now mastered my emotions and attachments that I could not control in my youth, the fact of the matter is that I was still a virgin. This was not due to faulty knowledge as everything I had learned had been proven to my own eyes. Girls sleep with the playboys for a reason and I knew why. But what was still holding me back?
There was one more puzzle to solve. I had to confront myself. Figure out where I was having problems and why. Fix that part of my life so I could move on. The only question was how.
I then considered that I had always loved to write and how therapeutic it was to me. Maybe writing about my life would bring up things I hadn’t thought about in years and help put everything in perspective. It was settled.
I set up a WordPress blog and after giving it some thought, I gave it a name and registered my own URL. Once the database was set up and everything was ready to go, I sat down and began to type my first sentence.
“I am about to make the bravest statement of my life: I am a twenty-something male who’s still v-carded….”
The Dateable Dork Says:
July 2nd, 2008 at 7:56 pm
Ahhh, don’t you just love the birth of a new blog? : )