Second puberty
Lately my body has been out of control like a teen in heat. Wasn’t this supposed to stop after high school?
Please excuse the following entry as it’s going to be frank and honest look at something very private that I’ve never dared to talk about with anyone, and it involves my private habits (the “no-no” guys don’t talk about openly). But as I said in my introduction, I am going to hide nothing about myself so get used to that if you plan on sticking around. Anyway, here goes nothing. This sounds strange, but lately over the last few weeks I have been going through a second puberty of sorts in my adult life. The last time I can honestly pinpoint feeling this way was back in school many years ago. It was murder then and it’s worse now.
Basically my mind has been preoccupied with sexual thoughts and frustration to the point that it’s been hard to concentrate on things, especially at work. My body feels twitchy and nervous. Most embarrassing of all to admit, lately I am frequently getting a small damp spot in the front of my pants at very inconvenient times (like at work) due to pre-cum soaking through my underwear (guys can get “wet” too). This is an absurd thing that I’ve never had experienced before and I feel like a leaky faucet that constantly drips.
I thought increasing my masturbation would completely tire my body out, clear my head up and deal with the problem, but no matter how much I do it, my body isn’t satisfied. I’ve been taking care of business up to three times each day this week and I still feel the same way. Even more strange is that if any guy were to do it that much, the amount of ejaculate he produces gets smaller and smaller until he gives his body a rest. Lately I’ve been producing far more of it than I have in years and have had money shots shooting far enough to possibly break world records.
What the hell is going on with me lately? After thinking about it a little bit, I think I can make a good guess…and my work environment has something to do with it. I’ve been moved to a building with an obscene amount of attractive women around my age.
My manager, a very attractive blond, comes over to my desk to talk to me and bends down to speak on my level. I notice in the corner of my eye the way she arches her back ever slightly and curves back up to her perfect ass. My boss and main supervisor, a dark haired woman with a *hint* of resemblance to Anne Hathaway, comes in wearing a boring grey tight sweater that somehow manages to flatter her awesome breasts. On other days, she’s dressed in business suits that only highlights her sexuality and power…like Jan on The Office. A few desks away from me, a girl with long beautiful brown hair wears a pair of nerdy glasses that completely betrays her looks, giving her that “attractive, nerdy” hot girl status. Even my least attractive female coworker had been well compensated in other areas….her breasts look heavenly to the touch through her t-shirt. My desk sits at the perfect area to watch the asses of girls as they walk down the long corridor. I hear giggling all day which is a big mating call sign to a guy that there are women in the area. And this is only my coworkers, I won’t even start on the rest of the women who work at the other businesses in the building.
To say that this is all merely making me horny would be a gross oversimplification. There is a bigger reason my body has kicked into overdrive lately. The last time I have been surrounded with such girls on a daily basis was back in school. After that, I was removed from a lack of suitable mates, so my body decided to take a rest. An eight plus year one, at that.
My body is completely furious at me for knowing that I haven’t attempted to procreate. Now that it’s completely aware I am in an environment full of suitable partners to impregnate, it’s gone into desperation. It’s working into overdrive to produce far more semen than normal and sending my testosterone levels into the roof. It doesn’t care if messing around with the women would put my job at jeopardy or if they already have a mate, it just wants to inseminate as many of these pretty girls as possible to spread my seed and make up for lost time.
It’s completely miserable and hopefully it will subside soon. In the meanwhile I think I’m going to hit the gym as an alternative outlet. Testosterone is AWESOME to have when physically active and if I wanted to burn the calories off, now is certainly the time to do it.
The Beautiful Kind Says:
April 3rd, 2008 at 4:50 pm
I can relate to this all right. I masturbate 3x a day and scope out chicks to inseminate and I don’t even have a cock.
But weirdly, I’m all of a sudden living with my boyfriend and girlfriend and one of my big fantasies lately is impregnating her with him, like putting his cock in her and making him cum deep inside her and then watching it ooze out. But we haven’t done that. Yet.
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April 6th, 2008 at 5:00 am
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